Who knew living was hard?

Emotion, you identify it because It grips the heart and tugs My emotions are under the rug Life is bittersweet Some moments you are happy, others you are sad For a whole different reason All I feel is emptiness Not pain or joy, not defeat or Misery, not temptation or anger Numb, my feelings have gone on halt Somehow, it’s not my fault When a girl sees her crush, her heart jolts Mine is silent, shy, and rubbed with salt “It doesn’t make sense,” I say to myself It’s like I put my heart on the shelf My mind is stagnant — “brain-dead” Theoretically I have a cold heart — “stone heart” Metaphorically This is not a good poem But that’s what I call ‘em I don’t really know them I wish I could show them I’m incomplete Next to an empty seat My heart doesn’t beat I don’t feel the heat I feel cold all the way to my feet “She is happy and always smiles,” they say But behind the biggest smile Is the biggest ache It hurts, but the more the pain The bigger the smile “She is ant...

  You can’t force things you know that aren’t meant to be, bounded and confounded, blinded by the love you no longer see Hurt is a lesson but doing your utter best to make it will make it worsen I don’t hate him you should know I just have difficulty trying to keep my love on a low He looks at me in a way I perceive may hide an aching heart of want and sheer love that needs a powerful shove But I look above trying to see if it’s the way    Perceiving a future where I feel I can do as I may, one where we both get our way It’s not easy to say, you don’t choose who you love or how and what kind of thing it becomes when you walk away But all I want is to make him stay I want us to have a lasting day yes, where both of us get our way   This never-ending fight, I know it’s not right But I don’t want to lose sight … Of what I feel   For him, for me, for everyone I see Love inbound, buried underground, never truly to be found But out of...

High school life Ok this right here you are about to read is my totally honest and heart felt truth about my high school life or at least how I view it. Hight school life is not at all how I thought it would be, believe it or not I always thought it be like the movies but... yeah, it's not that simple. First I want to say, you know that feeling that you have right before you do something, something you really think you need to do, but then when the moment comes your legs get all rubbery and you probably forgot exactly what you were going to do and the reason you are really there, well that's exactly how I feel right as I am writing this. You want to know why? It's because some unknown person who has lost something very precious of mine does not want to look for it and my inside are boiling because I... Well let's just say that no matter what I don't think that anyone really gets what they are looking for.   yea I can't finish right now but uuuuuf what I feel is ...

  Stop telling me he was never here Stop telling me I’ve been living a lie                                                             I thought no one could severe the tie Looks like this boat has also passed me by   I cant help it I’m angry At him and everyone else who’s wronged me Till when will they not see   I’ve already cried I’ve already tried Maybe It’s not fair They doo say life is unfair   Stop looking into my eyes I can’t see all your lies It seems you are a fake Well, my mistake   He likes her, I know But for some reason I don’t want to let go He has already walked away My life has been a staged play   Don’t ...